comments about Ayahuasca SpiritQuest from some of our  expanding global family updated August 25, 2005

Ayahuasca SpiritQuest: Listening To The Plants dynamic transpersonal monthly workshop retreats exploring traditional shamanic ayahuasca healing practices and entheobotany in the Peruvian Amazon 2005-2006 Calendar of Events

We hope you enjoy reading these candid comments from some of our alumni from around the world. If you would like to correspond personally with a few of our alumni before enrolling in SpiritQuest, let us know and we will forward some e-mail addresses. Please respect their confidentiality.

Dear Howard,

     I want to thank you for the experience of the Ayahuasca Platinum Odyssey in July/August of 2005.  Retuning to the "base camp" near Iquitos, I was struck by how good it felt to be home with family, you, your staff, and the other intrepid travellers.  Don Rober was his "usual" impeccable self, guiding the journeys safely, even through his own adversity.  (He was bitten by a poisonous snake, healed and conducted ceremonies that very night!).  Platinum indeed.

     I was healing from knee surgery, and so landed at the Hotel Howardo and became a hammock potato.  The staff, Reyna and Pilar, took wonderful care of me, using a native plant and applying a poultice to my knee daily, to help the healing.

     The four journeys were wonderful and challenging.  I could not have done any more.  Lots of insights and emotional healing.  And a week later, I found a way to get right back into the Amazonian space here in Los Angeles, after a bit of a brutal crash back into the harsh reality of the criminal court system.

     I learned many things.  Among them, to better navigate with the plant, to "dominate" more (stand up with the plant) on journeys, gained greater intimacy and insight into my relationship, and a lot of work with the self and ego.  Instead of getting rid of the ego or critic, I begin to see a glimmering of it's function and purpose for being a neccesary part of the mix.  To live and co-exist with in a positive way.  Who knew?

    I will see you again, brother.

Con mucho gusto and love to all,
Dan F.
July, 2005

 "I am not sure what I expected my second visit to your lodge to be like, but what a fantastic trip!

Getting to sit in ceremony with all the locals was a golden moment. And the chance in our discussions to get knowledgeable feedback from you on my odd collection of Iquitos-area experiences helped me get some closure on them as well as new understanding.

I feel so grateful for a magical week.  And of course your medicine was just kick butt right across the galaxy.  None of my other aya sessions (outside of your lodge) held a candle to what's going on there."

Alan M.
Hawaii
May, 2005

"Thank you so much for the incredible education I received, this was one of the most wonderful experiences that anyone could wish to have in this life. You are doing a great work in this world by bringing spiritual knowledge to those that seek.  I am very blessed to have met you, Don Rober and your loving family.  You have become my family. I will be back as soon as my intention brings me there, so I can continue to grow in my path."

Eternally Grateful,
William Menech
Spring Hill, FL
April, 2005

"This has been my second SpiritQuest journey, and I think it's safe to say that it's been even more invigorating, more enlightening than the first.  I believe the effects of these retreats are cumulative. I've never felt more aware of or in touch with my own personal center. I've never had such clarity of vision to see what really matters in this life.  My faith in life and love, my belief in the fact that life is good, has been restored.  Life is a blessing so profound it's almost overwhelming to consider!  I had forgotten this fact, lost sight of what life was meant to be.  I had boiled life's purpose down to a quantifiable measure.  In short, I had reduced my life's worth to dollars and cents, literally. That theory no longer applies. I think I've tasted true freedom for the first time, and man, how sweet it is!

I want to send a huge "Thank You!" to all who have contributed to SpiritQuest, but most importantly, to Howard. I think you're offering a
gift of truly phenomenal proportion."

John Castelli
Brooklyn, New York
February, 2003

"Howard, your Ayahuasca Odyssey was one of the most profound and spiritually inspiring experiences of my life. The world-class curanderos, your warm and caring staff, and all the adventure and intrigue one could hope to find in the Amazon. A simple thank you hardly seems enough."

Dan R., corporate executive
Lovingston, Virginia
January, 2003

"Howard, you and your staff have created a wonder filled and safe environment for spiritual exploration. It has definitely been a SpiritQuest for me and I have done four traditonal Vision Quests. How spectacular this program is for those who come in a good and sacred way. It has been an absolute blessing to work with curanderos of the magnitude of don Roberto, hermana Mari and yourself. Thank you so much for the Love, Wisdom, and Knowledge you so freely shared with all of us. The mark of a true master is someone who makes the difficult look almost effortless.  We Love You Maestro.

P.S. Keep up the Great work for you will reap the blessings."

David "Cougar" E., wood worker
Tryon, North Carolina
January, 2003

"Amazing how all I've been looking for has been found now within myself. Thank you for showing me how to see even with my eyes closed, and how to listen without my ears. The whole adventure could not have been more perfect, with the scenery, the loving people, and the music of nature. With all the love I have found within myself I give to you, Howard, your family, and your staff."

Love,

Brandi B.
Austin, Texas
January, 2003

"The gift of a lifetime right here in the Amazon.  Howard, you and your staff provide expert guidance and support for spiritual exploration.  I received even more than expected in experiences during Odyssey 2003, and look forward to integrating all of it into my regular life.  Thank you for being the guide."

Joe M., wood worker
Crestone, Colorado
January, 2003

"Wow, what can I say.  This is beyond words. Through you, Howard, and the beautiful staff, I felt very welcomed and taken care of.  Thank you all for showing me what it means to live with an open heart. This was the most gentle, loving, and toughest experience I have ever had. You will always be in my heart. I love you and will miss you so much. To the beautiful rainforest and its people, thank you."

With Love and Gratitude,

John Flynn
Chicago, Illinois
October, 2002

"Whew, what a time to say the least! The curanderos are truly remarkable individuals - I was safely and lovingly guided into spirit dimensions within and without - awestruck and terrorized beyond the imagination.

Your work with Huachuma left me breathless - infinite peace and love.  Yourself, the curanderos, the staff, all are unbelievable people living unbelievable lives.  So nice, so loving, so kind.

I will return!

Jim W., professional photographer
Austin, Texas
December-January, 2003; June-July, 2003; December-January, 2004

"Dear Howard,

It's been two weeks since my return to "ordinary reality" from what was truly a profound and transformative pilgrimage to the Great Rio
Amazonas, its rainforest, and the indescribable inner realms that were opened for me there by the plant medicines and the spirits of that
place.  I admit I am surprised by the ease with which I have re-entered what I thought would seem like an inhospitable realm compared to
the idyllic paradise where I spent the previous two weeks.  In fact, what I find is that the blessings that came from the ceremonies you
facilitated for our group have been integrated into my life in ways I had not been aware of, and that they now inform my experience subtly
yet profoundly.  In other words, a healing has truly taken place.

In my role as a medical doctor in charge of a busy hospital ward I find myself more than ever before responding to what colleagues and
co-workers refer to as "problems" as opportunities to serve.  My heart is more open to the people who come to me for help, and I feel I am
better able to respond to their spiritual as well as physical needs.  What was proclaimed in the icaros of the shamans who led our
ceremonies is true:  Ayahuasca is truly a great healer and doctor, and she continues to help me in my own healing work.

But I also give credit to the great love and wisdom with which our journeys were guided by you and the powerful shamans who came
together in response to your call for ceremony.  I must also acknowledge all of the beautiful people on your staff who served us with such
open-hearted grace and generosity.

As someone with both scientific training and a calling to the path of spirit, I found great appreciation and respect for your own very strong
foundations in both those areas.  The combination of knowledge from your background as a naturalist, and wisdom from your experience
with great plant and human teachers from the rainforest, brought dimension to my experience that I could not have envisioned, and for
which I am profoundly grateful. It has been an honor to participate with you in sacred ceremony, and I plan to return for further learning
and healing as soon as I can."

With Gratitude, Respect and Love

David, M.D.
Santa Monica, California
December-January, 2002

"Mucho gracias to everyone!  Wow I have been reborn here.  Ayahuasca is the Fountain of Youth.  Totally awesome.  Everything on the SpiritQuest web site is true as gold.  For all those thinking of coming here read carefully everything and follow all the recommendations.  If you prepare properly you will be rewarded.

I have been blessed by God, seen and felt beauty beyond anything words can describe.  Follow the diet, be true to your intent, have faith and you will experience the power and glory of Ayahuasca.

Everything about SpiritQuest is fantastic.  The people here and friends I have met will forever be in my heart.  The curanderos are wizards.  I love you all and will miss my home here in paradise.

Thanks again and again Howard, all the wonderful cooks and helpers.  You are doing a very special and sacred work here by helping human beings become truly sons and daughters of the Great Spirit.  Keep up the great work here.  Good luck with all your future goals and aspirations and God bless you all."

Gary S., professional fireman
St. Petersburg, Florida
June, 2001

"The SpiritQuest exceeded all my expectations.  It was a beautiful experience by day and by night.  I truly came to appreciate these new worlds you so safely introduced me to.  Thank you for all the care and thoughtfulness you put in our stay here in the Amazon paradise.  I will carry this experience in my heart, my body, my soul and my mind.  I look forward to visiting again in this reality and in the flight of my dreams."

Keith H.
Phoenix, Arizona
June, 2001

"I want you to know what a wonderful time I had with you, your family and friends in Iquitos.  My first visit with you was great, but this time it felt like I was visiting old friends.  I especially want to thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us, your family, your friends, your vast knowledge of the people and places of Amazonia but most of all I want to thank you for sharing your heart.  I learned so much about what it means to be alive in this planet!

I am having a hard time integrating into the urban lifestyle again.  I've found myself emotionally back in the jungle on several occasions.  I find myself grieving for this country and the direction it is heading more deeply than ever before.  Along with the grief there is anger.  Anger that so few people can see through the veil of deception that our government and the power elite have foisted upon us.

Although it hurts, I want to thank you for sharing the medicine which brings this truth into such clear focus.  It will help me to determine the steps I need to take to live the rest of my life.

I wish only the best to you and the continued success of SpiritQuest.  You are truly doing God's work."

In Brotherhood,

Jim W., realtor (retired)
Chicago, Illinois
January, 2003

"My experience here will forever live for me in my heart.  I leave fresh and new.  The people here have opened their hearts to me and I feel as though I have come home.  You are all truly my family.  In the place where there is no time we will be together.  It has been a privilege to be here.  Howard, thank you for taking such good care of us...thank you for watching over us during the Ayahuasca nights.  All Glory to Ayahuasca!"

Kathy H.
Phoenix, Arizona
June, 2001

"Your retreat is the home of angels.  And the ayahuasca helps reveal the beauty yoiu have created.  I can't discriminate between the wonders of ayahuasca and the wonders of the Amazon experience you provide.  Both have brought me closer to God and to myself and to my family.  SpiritQuest is not simply the opportunity to open to the angels, it is the opportunity to open oneself to love.

My deep appreciatioin to you and all the SpiritQuest family.  God has given you all a mission that you are fulfilling.  Thank God for all of us."

Jay L.
Rohovot, Israel
April, 2001

"Many many thanks for your bountiful kindness and generosity and courage. You have created a remarkable center for the advancement of the human spirit and the fundamental teaching of the interconnectedness of all beings - plant and animal. I am very fortunate to have the opportunity to experience the richness and depth of being here in the Amazon and for that I am grateful. I hope that I am able to offer myself to the world as fully and selflessly as you and those gathered around you are doing every day. Muchas gracias!"

With love,
James W., certified public accountant
Nashville, Tennessee

"Howard, Thank you for the SpiritQuest challenge and the opportunity of walking with you all on the shamanic path.  Many thanks for your encouragement and support for deep healing and connection with the spirit of the selva.

Wild Spirit,
Werner B., pilot and navigator
Vancouver, British Columbia
Canada
January, 2003

"Thanks for the introduction to the Amazon culture, Ayahuasca, the curanderos, the jungle and the San Pedro cactus.  I felt like home in the environment that was created; such a safe place to explore the medicine of Ayahuasca and Huachuma.  It was also a treat to have your family with us at the retreat.  Such a great blessing.  As you know, the words cannot describe the experience.  I can only say that I did find a silence."

 Thanks,
Chris C.
San Diego, California
December-January , 2003

Spiritquest is a begging for me , the beginning of an  endless exploration  of the self and other, I have learnt the lesson of a true warrior , the one who dares to dream their own awakening, the one who cannot fear the death of what is not real and what is real grows infinitely
I have searched all my life for a glimpse of a truth only to find it deep within myself  whether it is healing or love and to surrender to one's higher purpose and destiny.  This would not have been possible without all the wonderful people I met in the amazon, the shamans and you Howard have been truly inspiring and I would say thank you and that my experience in the amazon has surpassed my expectations . I look forward to my next visit with all of you .

all the best,
Lilian H., professional photographer
New York City, New York
November, 2003

"To come from a privileged lifestyle in California to the Amazon jungle is somewhat of a shock.  This was worth it!  Thank you for all your love and kindness."

Fred K., corporate executive (retired)
Rancho Mirage, California
December-January, 2003

"How-aird, No need to know Spanish here.  You quickly learn to stop listening with your ears and start listening with your heart, where all creatures from the graceful butterfly to the mighty caiman have an icaro to teach you.  And Ayahuasca is a good friend who heaps praise upon you when you've scaled a tall mountain, but who isn't afraid to tell you the truth, even when you don't want to hear it.  This place is magic and the people here are pure spirit.  Thank you.

Oliver M.
Jamaica Plain, Massachusetts
May, 2002

"To dearest Howard and of the beautiful BEAUTIFUL people here - OH MY GOD!!!!!! Everything about my experiences here has been love-filled, healing, nurturing, building, strengthening, enriching and soooo enlivening, and I thank you all with all of my heart.  I too will be carrying you all with me wherever I go, with such gladness in my heart and lightness in my step.

Lots and lots of LOVE,
Susan P., teacher
Melbourne, Australia
July, 2002

"Hermano Howard,

Muchas gracias!  Many thanks for sharing your paradise with us.  And many thanks also for the keys to "The Library"!   Such a wonderful time we had here.  Peace.  Serenity.  Challenges.  Many insights.  Andy many new friendships.  Your integrity, love, support, wisdom and generosity are much appreciated and we look forward to the next visit here.  Thanks also to all the wonderful staff.  Its hard to say good bye.

Lots of love always,
David S.,  college president
Melbourne, Australia
July, 2002

"A HUGE embrace goes out to all at SpiritQuest!  Howard ... thank you for introducing me to Madre Ayahuasca, thank you for offering a magical, spiritual place to meet her.  Thank you for the ceremonial mesa, the library, and the walks in the selva.  Thank you for listening and hearing.  Luis ... our unofficial guide in training - thank you for keeping it light and hanging with us.  Pilar ... my guiding angel in the dark - thank you for a hand to hold.  Hermana Mari ... my grandmother healer - thank you for your good spirit icaros ... you voice will be with me always.  Thank you for the blessings ... and finally, thank you Madre Ayahuasca ... my family, my guide, you and I have much to talk about.

Namaste,
Beverly C., teacher
Kwethluk, Alaska
July, 2002

"Thank you mother Ayahuasca and brother mushroom for showing me what my eyes are too blind to see.  Thank you Howard and everyone for making it possible.  The spirits of the Forest will always be with me.  I've been blessed.

Ron K., teacher
Kwethluk, Alaska
July, 2002

"Howard and all the Beautiful SpiritQuest Team, One of the most amazing experiences of my life.  Looking forward to my next step with you all in my heart.  Thank you for the time, love, compassion and protection."

All my love,
Katrina R., student
Melbourne, Australia
July, 2002

"Muchas gracias Howard and all team, for a magical and life changing experience, opening the door to wonderful new beginning ... warm, caring people, fabulosa food and beautiful surrounds."

Chaio,
Michelle C., student
Melbourne, Australia
July, 2002

"Howard, Thanks for setting everything up.  Never would have been able to experience the sacred valley and the Amazon the way that I did with your help.  Your work is sincere and I will leave feeling that I have made a few special friends and have learned as much as possible in the few weeks we have spent together.  I will look forward to working with you again in the future."

Tu hermano,
Karl S., student
Honolulu, Hawaii
July, 2002

"Howard, thank you for a fantastic spiritual journey.  It was an adventure, a color tour, a soulful overhaul, and, yes, a vacation!  You and the people you have brought into contact with me are special people.  Again, thank you.  I will carry this experience with me forever."

Giuseppe M.
Detroil, Michigan
May, 2002

"This was the greatest adventure I have ever had.  The jungle is beautiful and the people even more so.  I will keep this experience with me always, remembering the great walks and the boat rides!  It is a truly spiritual excursion and we in good and caring hands with Howard and the curanderos uncovering the path for us all."

Jennifer C.
Detroit, Michigan
May, 2002

"You have opened your hearts and given us your love many fold. I feel that I have another familia here in Peru. you all have made this such an enriching week that when I think of my home I will think of all of you. Peru and the Amazonia is my home. She has been calling me for so long and I am ready to answer her call. My spirit soars like the Condor and my heart is so full of love. I will forever have you in my heart and soul. And I will be back, for Peru will call me again to deepen my relationship with the magic of the rainforest and the people of Peru. I Love You All."

Many blessings in the Heart Light,
Rosemary F.
San Diego, California

"My dearest most loving Amazon family,

Mother Earth has called.  We have listened. Blessed are we, grateful am I beyond the far reaches of God's great universe. My eyes swell with tears of joy for what you have given me, given us. Clearly our missions will continue to unfold the "Christ Consciousness" radiating within all. It has been said - we are not human beings having spiritual experiences, we spiritual beings having human experiences. May we all share in the shamanic journey continually unfolding through God's grace. I am yours, we are each others brothers and sisters."

All my love and then some,
Tarun S., motion picture industry
North Hollywood, California

"I have found community and a new family. I have touched the stars tht guide all of us. I have reached my potential to be in this world as was meant to be. There are no words to express my gratitude for sharing the secrets of the jungle. I am in the truest sense deeply grateful eternally. To SpiritQuest, you are LOVE."

Starshine and moonbeans
Health and Harmony,
Gini P.
Kalamazoo, Michigan

"Muchas gracias para todo. You are doing very important work in an arena that takes much courage. There is a growing insanity on the planet in the way humans are interacting with the land, the critters, each other, and the other dimensions. You are providing a rare and precious opportunity for a most fortunate number of us to experience deeply, all the way inside to the cellular level, a window of understanding that can support a force for positive change. Many blessings to you, that you maintain the vision, integrity, and passion necessary to continue this work for many years to come."

Much love,
Joel S.
Vancouver, B.C.
Canada
(happy to be a reference anytime!)

"Thanks to your organizational skills, loving care, and devotion to your spiritual path, the experience far exceeded our expectations.  I can't imagine that there is any other "ayahuasca tour" that can compare to what you have to offer in terms of genuineness and integrity.  We are truly grateful that synchronistic influences aligned us and brought us together."

Fellow Traveler,
Ron S., health care professional
Minneapolis, Minnesota
March, 2002

"SpiritQuest has had a profound impact on my life.  Prior to my first ceremony, I was skeptical that I would experience any long term effects from the ayahuasca.  Despite reassurances, I was doubtful.  It didn't take long to realize that the ayahuasca is indeed incredibly powerful, and the curanderos are truly gifted individuals.

I feel as though a great weight has been lifted, that the clouds that once enveloped me and obscured my vision have been blown away.  I can now see my path.  Incredibly, the effects of the ayahuasca do not diminish with the passing of time;  on the contrary, they seem only to intensify.

Thank you, Howard, and all at SpiritQuest, for allowing me to see the possibilities, although these words seem hardly adequate to express my appreciation.  Life is beautiful!"

John C., City Services
Brooklyn, New York
March, 2002

"Ah, words!  To describe what I feel, the morning after my 3rd session w/ Mother Ayahuasca, I recall words of others before me:
"If the doors of perceptions are cleansed, we see things as theyr truly are - infinite."

I feel infinity.  I feel infused with Spiritual Energy.  I feel gratitude for the Medicine, for God, Father Mother from above.  And to Jesus de Cristo.  And I am so amazed at the Power and Glory of Hermana Mari and don Roberto.  Spirit has led me here to work with two of the most integrous, unadulturated shamanic healers still practicing and healing in the Peruvian Amazon.  I am blessed with such Master Teachers ...

Howard, my thanks to you for being the hub around which the SpiritQuest wheel revolves.  You are light embodied ...  The others who have surrounded me during this intense time of healing - Luis, Daniel, Pilar, Reyna, Howardcito and little Selva - each of you are my angels.  Each of you played a significant role in my transformation.  I bow deeply to you all.

I bow deeply to Spirit.  I see.

All Good Medicine,

Shuna
Sheri M., Massage Therapist
Vida, Oregon
August, 2002

"Such a gracious, loving space here!  I feel overwhelmed by the flow of understanding, acceptance, and great kindness.

Thank you, Howard, for your integrity and guiding the way.

Thank you, Hermana Mari, for your all-embracing compassion and the joy of being covered in flowers.

Thank you Hermano don Roberto, for showing an example of deep kindness and gentleness, and a wonderful healing.  You both are pure channels for the Great Spirit...

Robyn S.
Vancouver, B.C.
Canada
August, 2002

"Thank you so much for the experience.  Going into it, I hoped to get insight on shamanic customs and learn about the flow of life in ways similar to what I have been doing over my course of study in college.  I never expected to have such a life-altering experience, to come face to face with the Divine.  I thank you a million times for opening my eyes to that other dimension.  I owe everthing to your guidance and help and comfort.

Everyone here has been sweet and generous, and I feel right at home - I don't want to leave!  I feel privileged to have worked with hermana Mari and don Roberto.  They are truly incredible individuals with an amazing gift.  Gracias to all the staff and to you Howard for running this great program.

You guys have been my family for the past two weeks, and will surely remember this experience forever.  Thank you!"

Anna S., university student majoring in religion
Washington, D.C.
August, 2002

"Ferried up the river in a flat bottom boat, I had the feeling of arriving close to the middle of nowhere, but after awhile I began to develop the sense of living in a jungle neighborhood - occasional drum beats beyond the trees were played by people we had met.  Our hikes through
different types of jungle broadened my sense of place and I had the feeling that with just a little more time I would have really gotten to
know some of our local indigenous neighbors.

Upon return to Los Angeles, I realized for the first time that LA really did spring from a desert.  The jungle is so intense, so alive, it grows before one's very eyes. So much to learn - it was awe inspiring! On land I was slowed by the humidity to the speed of a three toed sloth. (What fun to have the opportunity to hold a baby one - so strong in its slow suspension.)   In the river I felt as free as a pink river dolphin, playing and escaping biting insects.  So many teacher plants and allies!  Such power and so much love.  So much wisdom in the plants and their dedicated intermediaries, our shaman healers.  And more love.  A great challenge, but also the Mother's womb, warm, providing all that is needed.  Full of wonder. I didn't want to leave.

The most notable changes I've observed since returning home are that my abilities as a healer have improved.  I can do more work in a single shamanic journey and the results are more profound.  My craniosacral therapy work has deepened as well.  I'm more finely tuned.

To you Howard and hermana Mari, don Danielo, don Romulo, don Wenester, don Luis and to all of your wonderful support staff I send my deepest gratitude and love.

Blessings and love,"

Laura W., craniosacral therapist
Santa Monica, California
December-January, 2002

"We are slowly adjusting to our ordinary lives. Our stay may have been short, but it affected us profoundly. Our friends and relatives are most interested and we stress the love and caring we experienced.  It really was like therapy.  I cherish the connection we made."

Jo Anne, registered nurse, retired
Minneapolis, Minnesota
March, 2002

"Thank you for every minute of our stay.  You treated us so well, befriended us and invited us on an unexpected trip I will never regret or forget.  Thank you Howard for these special moments.  You are a special guy with a very special mission - may your work continue to enhance the lives of many to come.  Please receive my thanks and best wishes always to you and all of yours.

Lindsay D.
Guadalajara, Mexico
July, 2001

"Thank you for putting so much effort into making my stay a wonderful experience.  Special thanks to Howard for generously imparting his experience and knowledge of shamanism and for being there for me when I needed support.  These four weeks have been a life changing experience that gives meaning to my one year holiday."

Margaret B.
Sydney, Australia
August-September, 2001

"Thank you so much for your always being there when needed and not needed.  You have made this a transformative experience, one I will never forget and hold deeply in my heart.  Howard and his perceptions are priceless.

I came for a physical, spiritual healing and most certainly obtained them, beyond my expectations.  I could go on and on, however it is suffice to say that innocence and paradise is alive and well and you can drink from those waters.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart."

Arturo B.
San Francisco, California
October, 2001

"I came for a SpiritQuest. I got that and much more. you have each been a blessing in so many ways. Much thanks for all your efforts to make this a wonderful experience. May your lives be filled with love, and happiness.

Phyllis I.
Nashville, Tennessee

"The spirit of the love in your home and land shines a bright light of hope for the family of humanity. I wished I spoke your language. Now I know I do in your true language of love for life. In your creating a safe happy place for people to connect with Spirit in the highest sense you have demonstrated that ou are among the highest people birthing a new humanity and birthing the planet of love.
You will always be with me in the most powerful way so we are birthing a world of compassion and love."

David H., Mandala Society
Del Mar, California

"Thank you so very much for guiding me through the Amazon jungle. Thank so very much for guiding me through the jungle of my soul. You took me into your life and family and brought me great happiness and peace. You've shown me a beautiful land and a beautiful people. you have my deepest appreciation and all of my love. Best wishes and may the Great Spirit bring you riches and happiness as you have brought me."

Love,
Thomas M., attorney
San Francisco, California

"Thank you for providing the perfect setting for ayahuasca initiation and work. The curanderos and staff were wonderful and took excellent care to see that we were not wanting for anything. I am very interested in coming again and again. I will let others know about SpiritQuest."

Cynthia S.
Louisville, Colorado

"I spent an incredible two weeks at your retreat and would like you to know how much I appreciated your warm hospitality, friendly staff, delicious food, and other facilities.  My experience here was rich and beneficial, and I am very grateful to everyone."

Troy G.
Prague, Czech Republic

"The planet and all of us humans benefit by what you and the staff are doing here. Simple living, open hearts, unbelievable generosity and the desire to share the spiritual wealth of the jungle are gifts to us all. You remind us, by example, that there are other ways to be in this world, in the almost 21st century.  THIS IS IMPORTANT WORK.  May you and all you are building here prosper and fulfill its potential."

Much, much love,
John S., environmental consultant
Nashville, Tennessee
(2nd trip aqui)

"I didn't quite know what to expect when I came down, but it has certainly exceeded my highest expectations! I will be back, hopefully soon. Thanks so much for making us a part of your family.  See you soon.

Love,
Dave S., motion picture industry
Glendale, California

"Words can never express the deep gratitude tht I feel for what you have all given me. It has been a truly cathartic experience. (I hope) I will never be the same again. Thanks for taking care of us!"

Love,
Steve J., motion picture industry
Burbank, California

It's hard to put the feelings I have (and the smile that goes along with them) onto paper here. But, I would just like to give deepest and most sincere thanks to you all. You made me feel at home here, as you say, "parte de la familia." My experiences I have had here will undoubtedly help me grow as a person for a long time after my departure. This trip and the friendships I have developed will last forever. i am excited to see what direction my "cleansed soul and attitude" will take me. I am confident it will always lead me down the correct path and ultimately back home here at the retreat someday soon.

Otra vez, muchas gracias y adios. Ustedes estan en mi mente y corazon para siempre!"

Robbie E., medical student
Cameron, Illinois

"Thank you so much for your infinite love and support. I feel that I have a second family hidden in the heart of the Amazon. You will always be in my heart and thoughts. This was an eye-opening experience which I will never forget. You are all such beautiful people and the world is brighter with you in it."

Love always,
Tiffany T., student
Calabasas, California
December-January, 2001

"Thank you so much for the wonderful time over the past two weeks. Your hospitality and facilities compliment the program nicely and make staying here very comfortable. Compliments also to the cook and the others whose food preparations were excellent. Thank you for a memorable, enjoyable, and educational experience!"

Steve P. , non-profit environmental CEO
Tucson, Arizona

"This was my second visit and it gets better every time. Your sincere interest and hospitality are truly special. Your knowledgeable and helpful staff also make this a special experience. I would recommend SpiritQuest highly to others who want the Amazon experience. May you have a long and prosperous enterprise here. I leave with love in my heart."

Edward T., realtor
Fort Lauderdale, Florida

"You guys are very special, and it is wonderful to share experience with such good hearts. Thank you for sharing your wealth of knowledge, potent ceremony, cultural intercourse not to mention great food and comfortable lodging. This week, this place has felt like home. Thank you for doing this good work."

Best to you in these endeavors,
Mark D., realtor
Nashville, Tennessee

"For this Sacred Time and Space, I am Thankful...

For the Peace and Safety Here, I am Grateful...

For my new Hermanas y Hermanos, I Rejoice"

John W., senior solutions architect
Chicago, Illinois

"I am fortunate and grateful to have spent time at your retreat. It is a beautiful place but even more the people and the mission are exciting and very special. Good luck with your important work. God bless you."

Marshall S., rancher
Prescott Valley, Arizona

"I came to the Amazon from the jungle that is London via the mountains of Quechuan Peru, a journey of many miles in distance that sometimes seems even further in culture and spirit. Here I found not what I thought I was looking for - that changed almost day by day. Instead, I felt a real sense of fellowship and friendship, of family and commonality. To everyone who looked after us so well, I offer many, deepfelt thanks. I will hold a place for all of you in my heart, look forward to seeing you all again, and hope that others will get hope and fulfillment from their visits here.  To those future visitors, I offer the observation that the ayahuasca experience can be both difficult and challenging, but the comradeships that are forged through it are valuable indeed. I almost departed after my first ceremony. Yet I am glad to have shared so much here and look forward to even more to come. The path of life has many turnings. Hasta la vista!"

Steve P. , journalist
London, England

"This week has been unlike any other in my life.  I am aware that something has been initiated, and I know that there will be beneficial repercussions,  hopefully for a long time to come. I've discovered that language is no barrier when people have such a naturally deep fund of warmth and concern for others. From the first moment of my stay here, I felt completely relaxed and welcome. It takes a little while to adjust to such open people, but the complete lack of any kind of judgement and discomfort provides the most fertile ground for the cultivation which comes through the week. I would simply like to say to everyone here - thank you and love to you all."

Nigel C., Atlantic cruiseliner services
London, England

"It is hard to find the words to express the magnitude of my feelings.  Everyone associated with this grand undertaking are giving the gift of love and hope and life to those fortunate enough to share them.  I will carry the SpiritQuest in my heart and mind and soul forever.  I will always be grateful."

Barbara L., attorney and writer
New York City

"To be surrounded by Spirit and love is truly a gift of the gods.  My heart is filled with gratitude for everything.  I truly believe that we are in the heart of God. Thank you."

Nancy A., psychotherapist
New York City

"This has been a grand experience!  I cn't wait to apply my insights to life.  I'll keep you posted on the effects it has on me in the future.  Enjoy life and all it has to offer."

Jill P., graduate student
Seattle, Washington

"My deepest thanks for helping provide such a meaningful experience to my life.  Your home and country are the most peaceful I have been around. This last week has likely changed my life for the better and I will keep SpiritQuest alive in my heart forever.  Love and Light to you and all your friends."

Mike P., computer specialist and U.S. Marine veteran
Houston, Texas

"My life has changed.  I will go forward with all of the wonderful things I have learned.  My thanks to everyone."

Elaine E.
Alberta, Canada

"Your hospitality, patiene and kindness permeate the entire retreat.  It is with great appreciation tht we have enjoyed the peace and tranquility here in the Amazon. With reverence...Shanti Shanti Shanti...

"Some things Howard forgot to tell you but you need to know..."

John A., consultant
Las Vegas, Nevada

"I appreciate your gentleness, kind graciousness and friendly smiling manner.  I had an extraordinary SpiritQuest.  It was a profound experience.  I'm coming back soon."

Victoria A., professional movie critic
Las Vegas, Nevada

"Thank you all so much for your effortless creation of a loving community.  The visions of you playing volleyball in the rain and fishing warm my heart along with the visions of ayahuasca.  you are all an inspiration in your perfect combination of power and love.  Thanks for taking such good care of me, bgoth physically and spiritually, and thank you all for your senses of humor.  I'll never forget any of you."

Rachel L., CPA
Seattle, Washington

"Your smiles and laughter will continue to bring me happiness long after I return Pennsylvania.  This has been an immensely valuable and truly magical experience due in no small way to you and the incredible staff.  Ayahuasca has brought me revelations and healing on many levels but it has also brought me here to further understand love and family.  May the winds bring me back to this place soon, and may you all keep those beautiful smiles on your faces.  Muchas gracias y amor.

Benjamin C., university student
College Station, Pennsylvania

"I never expected to experience such beauty in terms of genuine kindness, hospitality, and good will; however you and your family incessantly radiated these gifts of love from the moment of my arrival.  I am grateful for all you've so generously graced me with.  Words cannot adequately describe my reasons for coming here, nor could they possible define the grand nature of my experience.  That being said, know that I have locked all this into my THOUGHT-FEELING, and have hopes of seeing you again!"

Tom B., professional dancer
Memphis, Tennessee

"To all of those at SpiritQuest & beyond...my heart goes to you!  Thanks for the 'new' me & the support of getting here...You showed me true love (compassion).

Jada D., masseuse
San Francisco, California

"Muchas, muchas, muchas gracias."

Jody M.
San Francisco, California

"Due to circumstances beyond my control...I will be back!"

Ken R., construction contractor
San Francisco, California

"Que l'amour vous accompagne.  Tous et toujonis"

Denis C., psychotherapist
Lausanne, Switzerland

"This has been an incredibly challenging and beautiful two weeks.  Your patience and kindness are greatly appreciated and made the transition from modern mind to natural mind so much more graceful for me... The world is truly blessed by you as I have been.  The curanderos are such fantastic people - doña Mari & don Romulo are incredibly gentle, wise & knowledgeable people.  It is my hope and prayer tht this safe haven for deep work continues to bless us all in it's continued existence."

Angie J.-S., graduate student
Prescott, Arizona

"Well, what can I say?  Everybody here has been wonderful and I've felt so comfortable and welcome and at home.  My spirit has been opened up to a lot of things and my eyes have been drunk on the gorgeousness of Peru.  I've learned a lot here, patience and calm and strength.  It's so good of you to provide this opportunity for people to come out here and have some very real and profound experiences that would otherwise be impossible.  What else can I say?  I had a wonderful time, despite all the extended purging!  But I'm over that now and I'm tougher, physically and spiritually.  Thanks thanks thanks for the guidance and the wisdom...

Sarah I., artist
Gulfport, Florida

"Whew!  It is a new day in a new world, and I am more than I once was.  I have learned that you have as much power as you have humility and courage.  Thanks so much for helping me to see that.  As always, we are One..."

Michael K., graduate student in anthropology
Los Angeles, California

"Thanks very much for taking such a good care of me here... Huachuma helped me to the experience of my life so far and I hope to be able to continue this work with old and new friends."

Kati S.
Finland by way of London, England

"The experience of a life time awaits others through the people that surround SpiritQuest.  You come as yourself and you are reborn.  The people are friendly and insightful.  I have learned that material possessions are not all that there is to life and its your soul that makes you happy.  I am forever changed.  For all those tht follow me hang on, its a hell of a ride."

Jove F., apprentice cook
Valdez, Alaska

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